these days without myself

Even though you may want to move forward in your life, you may have one foot on the brakes. In order to be free, we must learn how to let go. Release the hurt. Release the fear. Refuse to entertain your old pain. The energy it takes to hang onto the past is holding you back from a new life. What is it you would let go of today?

by Mary Manin Morrissey

I want to let go, the feeling of love I always have in me towards you.

I have alot to write but I don't want to write them out nowm give me some time. I am lying inside and can't stop falling back to those lies within myself.

I hope I can open my eyes like I did and feel the real me now.

How can I do it?

*edited*

I have updated with the post of BBQ session with F.R.I.E.N.D.S on the 8th.

I am on dilemma, even can't solve problems, my own problems.

TIME WILL TELL me why am I like this lately.

Will this happen?