A little secret

So sudden I have alot to say. Where should I start?

I really miss everything. Everything, as if I am dying soon and I have not much time share with everyone.

It is like flipping pages of books, reading chapter by chapters. I really dislike this feeling. I have spent my entire childhood in my school, my house and my hometown. I wish I could go somewhere further to discover anything, something that can surprise me. Meanwhile, I miss those days I spent with my friends, the days I laughed and cried.

Pictures could tell you more than what you know. Looking at them saddened me more. Threatening me in the way I never experience before. How could this and that changed so easily. It was just happening top fast, passed by me so FAST!

I really miss

-F.R.I.E.N.D.S, I want to spend my entire life with them. Well, you might say people change, time will tell. blablabla but i don't give a damn care, if I am happy. Maybe selfishness blindfolded is but we will always be friends, aren't we?

-My taylor's coursemates, maybe we went up and down, happiness to sadness...I really want to talk to my gang, Xi Yi, Jett, Pin Shin, Leong Zhi, Brendan, Syaz, Joe and so many more I couldn't named them here. Although we don't talk, can we stare at each other and laugh like we did in the mezzanine floor?

-i miss my dog, he's dead. It was years back, no one knows i owned a dog, because my house is too tiny to keep a pet. My mum gave it to another owner, maybe he's too sad like how am I now, he's in heaven now. I really miss you.

-friends in oversea, How are you all doing? Call me when all of you coming back. Rachel, Kah loon, Syazrin..

-friends I met in Starhill. For 11 days we have been working together. Had our lunch and dinner together. Before we could open up our eyes and start working to the moment we close our eyes to sleep, we had spend our 10 hours a day together. so splendid. How good if we are really work there?

I will never show how sad am I in front of anyone nor telling them how do I feel. I know what's happening to me, i know myself too well and I am afraid to show out too much.

I miss everything.