I know you will never read

the light doesn't shine

or I don't make it shines?

today you might have a pleasant day. In the morning, you get up and get to drink you favorite coffee and toast bread you like. You have a great lunch and meet all your good friends in your work place. Off to dinner with your friends and went home safely and have a goodnight sleep than any other days.

For some reasons, life never seems to be difficult but in some ways it is. I see it in different angles and still it's hard for me.

Even walking

When you walk with both of your legs, you feel. Your muscles, your skin and the environment.

In my life, I learn to walk twice. Once when I was still a kid and after surgery. At that moment, I haven't know and never know it changes my life.

Honestly, I barely remember my childhood. Is this a yay or a nay? I have forgot most of them and I am so worry when I found out about that.

Secrets

I kept most of them to myself. I have so a number of good friends and a few best friends in life. Once betrayed, once misunderstood. I still held on to a few better and best human I met. Friends for me, is the most important and I remember I told that to one of my best friend. He thinks I was stupid because he put me in second.

I was so young and naive, I thought when you follow the right path in life and yeah that's it! But results no.

I don't know what I want since I start dreaming. I have my ambition. Everyone does. I believe people with thoughts and dreams will success except me. Every time, when I put a star on a thing or an item I wish to get or have, I don't seem to be that lucky.

I am doing what people want me to do

I am not enjoying what I love I would able to accomplish

I see myself in an ocean, searching for the light

the light

that leads me to my comfort zone, to where I should be, to somewhere I belong

I flunk my management accounting subject. When it comes to law of attraction, I shouldn't be telling the whole world here about it but now I did because I know when it happened it happens. It's useless crying over spilled milk or wash your dirty linens in public.

Let bygones be bygones.

I am so worry now and angry of myself.

Throwing tantrum

Junee, maybe that's not the life.

Never give up.

the myth