... Or So

being kind to every bits in life isn't my priority.. but try to be nice is
being nice to people, things in life are difficult. it is like a huge complicated mission yet challenging and tricky at te same time..

what is the nicest thing you have done to anyone in you life?

or

any nice things happened to you before?

I believe the most beautiful and nicest thing would be being surrounded by people you love and whom you care.. yes? I'm glad to have my family with me, being so supportive and lovely everytime. although arguments do occur among us but I believe this is what we called FAMiLY

same goes to my friends...
However, recently I'm having trouble with myself about the value of friendship..

so confused

I can't stay too positive on this issue. I need friends to talk to but I don't know who to talk to and what to talk to be exact..

I don't want any of my friends to be upset and I don't want myself to be upset.. wtf

how was this supposed to be? I'm so confused, stucked forever in a stupid maze.

please guide me~~
I am not so nice to myself...

I still miss you.